I remember earlier this year I want to achieve exactly these 3 things. Two out of three I failed. There is one I haven't know yet and I am pretty scared about it. I have high hopes for this one and hoping its going to be the successful one. As people always say things are not always going to be as you plan. The two things that I failed is not because I wasn't trying, its because that is how it is. I cannot order and change anything about it. I have tried so hard, but they didn't work. I realised, sometimes we have to go with the flow. This is reality, we cannot get everything that we want . I don't really feel that sad about it, and obviously the first time I do. I guess this is how it works . See you tomorrow !